The wanting of what one can not have is a powerful act.
If you wanted it even slightly before, now you want it exponentially more.
If you didn't want it at all, now you're eyes have been opened.
You want all of it.
And I want all of it.
I want it exponentially more.
But I don't deserve something so good.
Because I'm a bitch.
A user.
A horrible girl who would only bring pain to somewhere pain has no need to be.
Don't love me.
Don't even like me.
Don't bother listening to me.

All will be as it was.
As it should be.